Day 1: Looking back at the beginning of the week

Yes, she finally left. Yesterday.

We had Chinese food for dinner the night before and we had what you might vaguely refer to as a Tsukimi... The mid-September  moon, which Japanese consider as the most beautiful all year shone above us as we walked to EDSA to get her a bus to meet my boss. From an outsider's point of view, he may be called a rival but I know that he isn't as close to her heart as I am. He is her friend, or so she thinks, and I respect that. He wishes he were more than that but that's all there is for him, unfortunately.

She kissed me goodbye before she got on the bus. Her kisses aren't the kisses I have tasted off my other's lips. Nor were they the kisses I have observed from TV and movies. They were different. Special. It was like she was sucking me in. And yes, I was sucked in. But her kisses were sweet and sensual. I felt like she needed me. I think that's what we are in relationships for. Or that's why we build relationships.

I can't stop thinking about her and everything that went on between us. She was a distant dream that came true but never lost the 'dream-status.' Not like other dreams people achieve. Maybe it's because my attainment of the dream is as temporary as any dream. Not like other dreams that stop being a dream when they finally come true.

This blog will be about her and my ponderings over the month without her by my side. I'm not moving. I'm just waiting.

I love you.